hm

i think i am going to call you blog, no

Cass, audience you are now called cass to really confuse you guys,

i like the name cass, it reminds me of cassie, boy was she heck of a character

so yeah ive reached 5000 views

and the trafficking appears to  be from this really dodgy link

i click it and it re-directs me to ads, i think its a virus or something i dono

yeah im really behind my work and all ive been doing is reading perks

i am determined to finish it today

its actually pretty good

even though i should be doing my readings and actually reading beloved, ah god

i think i am going to fail history and im like no, i hate it you know what i mean Cass?

i really hope i dont, hopefully i could just pass it you know?

anyways the only thing i'm really doing good in, or credit in is theatre, my second least fav haha

Oh Cassie, i am just passing english and education, but i think i had a breakthrough in education with my presentation and my excuse is that im doing things last min

man im a dodgy uni student, i really should pull up my sock but no

i dont want to

ugh

ffs cass

ok maria

you will finish perks tonight and begin your history readings!!!

go over your notes and get shit done gaddmmmmit!

in other notes

i want more uni friends

there is an Arts camp costing only 140

so cheap

its this friday and i wanna go but i know i shouldnt, i highly doubt i go

oh wells lets home another camp arrives

man


i suck at uni i want a fresh start, but not really you know?

i just feel like blogging tonight to get away from the book and studying


ive been listening to radiohead and james blake non-stop lately

so goddamnn good

i was in the train with philip, danny N and Osly today as well


we talked about old goss, like real old, primary school goss hahah

and it felt very proud of being cambo i dono why cause we all just began discussing how we all knew each other and talked about other cambos and its essential to have fried chicken, spit roast and spring rolls and cambo parties not to mention henessyyyyyy

i dono i felt like our childhoods merged and DannyN was just like hahah crazy cambos

i love being Cambodian

i used to not be you know, like i wanted to be viet in primary, cause they would just speak viet in front of my and i felt left out

oh well i met my people

ok bye now

james blake is awesome, Cass

i cbf to collect a quote

i love you Cass, have a lovely lovely night


lovely

i also went groovin the moo and i am real upset i couldnt see tame impala


actually why not lets quote

Glazey and numb. He just turned up the volume. And drove faster. -Perks of being a wallflower (i cant believe in quoting it)

Haiku & Fuck you

my past 2 post

i think

had sexy sex haikus and well, for some odd reason it inspired me

and you know what happens when i get inspired!!

I SPEND

i got this neat little book which cost me, i dono 8 fuckin dollars

But yeah, innit pretty??

so i began writing Haikus in it cause why not you know?

i felt like trying to do something creative everyday because thats all i love doing, creating something pretty and a few days ago i created this and never finished

cute butt and that face

you will be the death of me 

and the beginning 

got a boyish charm

and a smile that can kill

---

Im thinking "hands aaround my neck"? 

And i kept on being creative and weird i started burning things again cause i decided to buy 2 boxes of matches, why? i have no clue but goddamn theyre fun when you have incense and candles

i dont think i like the fact theyre candles

i just like shapin wax

and fire it pretty

i mean look at it

Talking about Incense! As bobby stated earlier, we went to the cambo temples,

it was real nice having my past and present merge

i mean the temple and bonyrigg really gave me nostalgia you know?

playing with the other cambo kids

it was different

then having my current friends there was such a luxury!

i mean, i used to hate going to that place cause it was so boring!!

and my old family friends stopped going

i would just stand around and wait for my parents to leave

and that day my mum left earlier and Drew had to bring us home

it was so delightful

And the  nostalgia was furthered when we started playing hand games like Sah Makka Dora (?)

duck duck goose even

we prayed and i saw so many people who i used to even talk to

i even did the Mah-di-zon which is like a cambodian macarena

i had fun, i dono

SO happy birthday bobs and fuck you

I’ll wait, so show me why you’re strong
Ignore everybody else,
We’re alone now -Retrograde by James Blake

Sundae

Hello everyone, i am currently at Dannys house (again) and well most of the kik are here hehehe

A message from Jess: there is an alien inside of me, it hurts, my heart :'( Collin, Hellens a bitch.

A message from Emily: I hate Mondays. I am going to hate waking up tomorrow morning unless I facetime woooooooooooooohooooooooooooooo. I hate Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday. "Looking forward to the weekend, weekend" Party and party yeah!

A message from Danny: no, andrew owes me a sexual favor, i gave him 100%

A message from Eeh: *shakes head*

A message from Andrew: SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPAM.SPA

A message from Bobby:

Sometimes the best thing you can do is die.

Pretty //people like me

Hey guys, hey girls, this is William on Maria's bleg. Let's see. Today was fun, zero study at the library. I sososososo screwed up my chem exam but it was 5% sooo.. Not the worst situation. Let's see. Hm. Well this is me:

So let's get morbid, yo.

Once I had this dream where I found out that I was dying and when I woke up I realised I already was.

Oksy, so the rest of my day, aye? Well it was pretty good. It's really nice in Maria's room. Em is blogging, I'm blogging and maria's getting ready. Maria's mum is taking us to a cambo temple. We're going now actually, so bye :)

Book em' boys

I like books

they are really neato

thats why i was real determined to work in a book store

i worked there on monday, but brain does this thing when i work which is automated mode

(i learnt this in education)

where what i do everyday happens so regularly (if you get me, im getting kinda confusing) that it goes into my working memory and eventually goes into my automated memory

an example is driving, to and from somewhere familiar maybe like school or shops to home

you dont notice the car ride

its like a blank part of your memory it just happens and you move on from it

thats what happens when i work

i just do it and wait for it to end and, i forget customers like, 5 minutes after serving them (short term memory!!!)

and you wont believe the amount of times i say

"hi" "thatll be $$$$, cash or card" (if card) "saving or credit" "Pin or sign" "would you like a bag" "have a nice day" 

Or "Hi this is Maria from dymocks parramatta, the book you special ordered has arrived, if you would like to pick it up, you can, or try calling us back at 96## %9@9" 

So ANYWAYS READING

I wasnt always an avid reader cause i used to think reading was lame

it turns out i was lame

but i did love to read

i didnt read goosebumps but i read fear street which is way good!!

i read about werewolves and vampires and evil twins who made out with a guy then poured honey on him and put fire ants on him

yeah i liked it FFAAA-RRREAAKKKK-kAAYYYYEEE

and i also read books aboutt bands and love and fake boyfriends and yeah reading was super fun and i didnt notice that i enjoyed reading til now

and the most recent book ive read is Fault in out stars which i zipped through (compared to fucking lolita!!!)

Its ok, not really for me, it was tooo lovey dovey, although it was about cancer, it didnt really twinge my heart and the points it was supposed to, i guess i love thicker tragedy

im also starting to read Looking for Alaska although ive already begun American Psyco and Lolita and Pride and prejudice.

Not to mention ive just started on trainspotting

man i suck haha

but i have written a list of the books i wanted to read this year.

Let me list them down for you, Bold means, ive read it, orange means i want it in popular penguin form and purple means i really want to read it and if ∆ is next to it im currently reading it

• Puberty blues
• curious incident of the dog in the night time
• virgin suicides
• lolita
• American Psyco
• Pride and Prejudice ∆
• Doctor Jekyll and Mister Hyde
• Persuasion
• The Great Gatsby
• Will Grayson Will Grayson
• Abundance of Katherines
• Paper Towns
• About a boy
• Picture of Dorian Gray
• Looking for Alaska ∆
• Fault in out stars
• Perks of being a wallflower ∆
• Girl, Interrupted
• Submarine
• The outsiders
• The beautiful and damned 
• Of mice and men
• 1984
• Clockwork Orange
• Day of the Tariffs
• Animal Farm
• To kill and mockingbird
• On the Road
• Trainspotting ∆
• Beloved   ∆

Im a very huge fan of popular penguin books and currently at Dymocks (yes i am currently promoting) they are selling popular penguin books in pink! (yes PINK) for breast cancer research, its pretty neat and rad so yeah

i love me so PP

I MEAN LOOK AT ME COLLECTION YO

YEAH

FUCK YEAH

in school i was the one thinking outside boxes

so everybody in them would say that i got problems

so when i heard you say it, i said it back like fuck 'em 

Tyler, the creator - Colossus 







 p.s. bobby ur real cool

i mean who could ask for a better friend?

i mean


you always make me laugh and yeah we are so cool thanks for the birthday card and what not and i forgot to upload these photos of our outing a few weeks ago

you made me really happy when you got the hello kitty card holder, oh so manly, you look too creepy in that photo esp next to hello kitty and i look creepy in red aw yeee

 the best photos we have ever taken together, never leave me you cunt

Videos that make me happy

(in no particular order)

(and sex haikus i found online)

•

Entangled, twitching

We came down as cenotaphs

Numb with limbless minds

•

•

We had a threesome

You, me and my depression

Depression fucks hard

•

•

I shouted my love

from the rooftops before

almost jumping off

•

•

Halfway through you sobbed

Said you were touched as a child

I stopped and held you

•

•

When I handcuffed you

It was so insanely hot

I came in my jeans

•

I love you guys!


the goose bumps start to raise
the minute that my left hand meets your waist
and then I watch your face
put my finger on your tongue
'cause you love the taste yeah
- Sweater Weather by The Neighbourhood