Sleep

all day i have been sleeping

i feel it

you feel it

we are all tired

we are all already sick of uni

we are all losing grip

grip of out lives

our study

our sleep

and mainly our sanity

we can do this

not really

hhahaha

im going insane

we all are







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you perfect son of a bitch

i love the fucking shit out of your ass you crazy fuck

Worried

I'm kind of really worried about myself.

ive been going out way too much recently and thats all i want to do. i never want to be home. i feel like my friends are my family now!

everytime im home my mums just sleeping on that couch downstairs waiting for me. shes always asleep by the time i get home which is super bad

it all started after one of my days at work  (sunday im sure) i somehow ended up at bobbys house with the boys. E, Huynh and drew.  all of us together just playing a new game we learnt to play- Small Worlds

HOLY SHIT I JUST REALISED I CAN CALL IT FAMILY NIGHT

MY AND ANDREWS ADOPTED GAY AND AFRICAN SONS

!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Its really fun but you boys gotta learn i get really competitive and im not really good at it

previous games would show that i am too

but you know all fun and games

until andrew and i form an alliance :)

look how bad my eye bags are



Monday i went to O-week again with the boys. we  were too tired to play the game after

we explored and got freebies

we were really late so like yeah

hold on a sec -


LOL nvm personal note. ANYWAYS SO LIKE THEN WE WENT TO THE SODA FACTORY WHICH WAS AMAZING


i got myself a hamburger springroll which was like really cool!!! :D


the night after, i think i went somewhere with drew and we decided to have a second round of small worlds. it was really heated and it got really late so like on our way home the left over boys 


just taking pics i came home at 1:30


THE NEXT DAY ROCKCORPS

which was so fucking fun! i was teamed up with huynh col mai pei bao and i think thats all... OH AND SOME INDIAN GUY

but in all seriousness i had a blast. i felt really into it because i love craft. at first i was hesitant and jealous that i didnt get to do art but once our group and team work started to form i got carried away in huynhs dancing, collins hammering, my drilling, baos sawing and the love reily had for me :)

but like i felt like we made everyone try and have the most fun!

and plus we did it the fastest and i bet out one was the most legit

i would do it again if i could

it was also really cool how osly was there and stuff cause we didnt know they were coming

After we picked up huynh to so el jannah cause we wanted chicken more than rashays and then we sat around ems house having one of the best intimate talks ive had in a long time

i think i came home at 2 at that point



andrew called me at 12 telling me that we were gyming at 1

wtf i thought and i was like fuck it what the hell so michael, e drew and i decided to pump our guns

the problem is a girls workout it like 1h and the boys took 2 so i was dead by the end of the day

the really cool thing about the girls treadmils are that we have a usb port and ipod port and an earplug thing not to mention that you can watch tv on it

i laughed out loud when erky and perky came on and it was a gyming episode hahahah



i was using the machines on high and i want my legs to look like with when im standing

close to a thigh gap but not too much hahah  yeah!


after gym i was so desperate not to go home i even had a shower in huynhs house!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

kenny had a get together so we went and i met up with a newly formulated grouP "huynhs first time" hhahahah this is up mimicking the russian winter Olympics


i got home 12, earliest yet


oh but wait! tonight i came home at 10:30!! my mum lookd at me with surpirsed

i had work today and wells afterward we hung out with my co-worker Sam

hes really neat and we over-stayed out welcome with was probs typical of me ahahahaha


he ordered pizza and his mum is really cute

so like

tomorrow i have work (technically today) and who knows what time ill be home tonight

this is the part where im worried. i cannot be bothered going to my first lectures cause they are all intros and my timetable is so shit i have to go to uni for 3 days for one lecture

ugh and my room isnt tidy and i am not prepared at all for uni

and in reality i dont care

i just want to be with my friends

and i am so scared that i am not taking myself seriously

i need a slap in the face

some rest


and time alone in my house

but i cant

i makes me go insane

and i feel like im missing things

kill me already@@!!!!


I’m the jealous type, you know why? Because remember, we started out as ” just friends” too
— Frank Ocean