I've been really annoyed lately
I don't know why
I feel bothered
My rooms messy again and I don't know how
I feel like I don't have control of myself
I might just be freaking out about my essay and I'm really behind in uni
I just
I don't know what I want
I feel stuck in this domestic sludge
What happened to me?
My dreams of wanting to be a star? Be big?
Maybe everyone wants fame so desperately it just turns me off??
I want to just sit and stare at the world so I can feel like I'm not apart of it
Then I stand up and go because I'm late for something or have something to attended to
Man life is dullllllll
IT'S SO DULL
I WANT TO DIE
I WANT MY TIME BACK
I JUST WANT TO DO FUCK ALL
this might be coming from going to cabra library with drew and huynh today, it was nostalgic just like the hsc daysssss
The sun was high
I wore a dress
I just want to dieeeeeeee
P.s. the only thing I can think of is how I'm going to renovate my new room, it's the only thing I'm looking forward to in life
That and the Summer break <3
I just want to feel like life is going somewhere
What happened to my dreams man?
I literally just followed a shit load of interior design instags, I really want my room to look great!
Oh! And I went to this girls party and she had the best fucking room no joke
Ok good night! I love you guys!
