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re-watch skins <3

absent minded mondey

Lets be frank, im on my period and i am feeling especially needy right now

I can't help it, its just the type of period i get i guess, im currently making myself a cup of tea and im going to watcha chick flick like Bridget Jones for the millionth time (i never get sick of it) or love actually or some kinda romantic comedy

I think that is what i should start doing. When im on my period watch chick flicks because it does feel like a release and a relaxation and it makes the week that much easier.

the other night ems andrew and i were in his car and we talked about periods for a bit, it felt really nice because whenever another girl talks about it in front of him i look at him like SEE IM NOT CRAZY, i hope this blog post wont be too andrew centred but you know

im needy and i love him ok? leave me be!! please!

Anyways, ive been really insecure about my appearance again, im gaining weight for reals, like its so evident that i need to change my life style but its so difficult so i began reading health tips type of books

just to get me going

and there was this section like "half hour before you sleep do not use anything tecnological to give your brain a break, the screen keeps it alert and want to stay awake" or something like that

and im thinking hey i should start that

ive also noticed that i am charging my phone like 3 times a day because i use it so excessively

charge three times a day as in like it almost runs out of battery

its really unhealthy i need to start picking up other habits.


The other thing i noticed is that now i come home at 11 (min!!) almost eerynight, but its mainly because of study

ive also noticed that i need to learn how to save


i eat out way too much, i must start preparing my own meals like legit

im feeling waves of anxiety now


be calm, im going to make my tea, watch a chick flick, go to bed and get ready for uni,


talking about getting ready, i woke up early this morning had a shower and did my makeup/plan my outfit. it felt really nice

i felt really down in the dumps that whole morning i just need a little pick me up, i was really late for class tho, i ended up taking the train that arrived at 10! (the time my tut start and you need to catch a bus too!)


so yeah that my most of my day

im getting taller than andrew


but the more and more i take this relationship less for granted


i feel much happier as a person and especially as a couple, i dont know if andrew notices but i feell more forgiving and especially i feel more loved





it feels good